Fear...

Something I wrote exactly one year ago...
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<sub>That April night

How can I go on tonight with that?
Memories kiss me but kill me tonight.
How can I explain this tears and these rage, this regret and all the love...
How can I tell you I want to feel that again,
I never digested, never accepted it and it's all gone...
A flower is born in a sunny day, and I love you.
With your smile and our jokes I always will love you.
But how can I explain these tears and this rage, this regret... ...and it is all gone...

Another night

Floating mind, too warm outside, I want to sleep or maybe I only want to live...</sub>


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...Sometimes...